Well.. I wish I’ve got a solution.

It stresses me when he doesn’t score. It’s like all my life-time effort being poured giving advice are being put to waste. I’m always at my utmost level to set his priorities right and constantly tells him so,so that he would achieve and get good grades. Cause personally, the consequences is that his mom would put the blame on me and it’s not a pleasant thing. And it always turns out pretty ugly in the end. If and only if he endeavors the beauty of knowledge and devotes his time to just pour his time towards revising. It ain’t a bad thing afterall right? Despite all the encouragement, I’m glad to say he’s turning over a new leaf and it excites me. Excites me to see him work hard, to see him be successful, to see him just do well. Bottomline, I’ve done my part, so it’s his turn to do his and let’s pray for some good result. AMEN to that.

Messy Mind

It's been a while since I last rant my thoughts apart from tumblr . Like here on blogger . 

Anyhow, i've been thinking a whole lot lately . A lot you don't wanna stay in mind for a second . Alrightss. 

I have tons of beautiful friends and close ones too recently and mind-blowing boyf to just listen me rant. AHA!

Kayss,i'm just thinking that people are changing lately,well as the world turns 360 degree,so does human right ?

& i'm done see-ing others pleasing the other party,like should you do so? HOLY MOTHER,NO.

In society today,you gotta learn how to be selfish and  trust me in the end,nobody's gonna lend a helping hand.

And I myself have my own insecurities,trust me being a girlfriend is NOT an easy job! Especially when you're the jealous type like myself,then yeahh.

Like I remembered a few months back when I was single,HO HO,I was leading a goddamn easy life,I'm not easily hurt nor was I carried by this burden & thoughts about other girlies XD

My point is not to ask you to be single,even if you are,no big matter,you'll always have your kickass walks of life who cares about that tinnywinny bit of problemo you're having ;)

So,I was just constantly thinking and at one point,i told myself to just deal with the fact,be more optimistic about things and open up :)

The Script ; Breakeven

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you, 
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah, 
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no

What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you, 
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah, 
I'm falling to pieces, yeah, 
I'm falling to pieces 
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces 
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm try'na make sense of what little remains ooh
Cos you left me with no love and no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break 
No it don't break 
No it don't break even no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok 
(Oh glad your okay now)
I'm falling to pieces yeah 
(Oh I'm glad your okay)
I'm falling to pieces yeah 
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces 
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no

                                                                SWAG-GER 

SCARS

Good Morning,everybody. 

I would remain the originality of this blog & nevertheless i couldn't recall on how long since i last left this blog abandoned.I know i may be too selfish and being on tumblr,tumblrin',but guess here's the place i would spill out every thing that's been lurking.Deep shit you could say or worst chaotic,drama's that u wished never happen and been there,done that doesn't mean u always play safe.

My good friend of mine,NOT blew things off today like literally.Like i've seen you're miserable side or yours every single day ? Quit playing your dramatic scenes & seriously if u wish to be the teacher's pet cause she couldn't afford one,then go ahead.Cause i wouldn't be a dirtlicker,so don't humor me,that's the least you do?Sounds a lot imtitation there,don't cha ? Speaking about integrity,so the very first thing you need to do now is stop pretending whom you're not.YOU are YOU and stop being others.PATHETIC to sum things up.

Day by day,we've been struggling over the fact that oneself constantly pressuring you on what.one.earth they're talking about ? Dealing about with sarcastic critism , anger , pretendous person within themself, endless major attitudes. I had enough of randomly taking a few steps to actually being concern of others.Im done (: 

Being on a universal standpoint,seriously i need to shop badly,like take me out (: 

& 

a BLACKBERRY BOLD 9700 to make my day .

sweet sixteen

this is what a swagger will do early morning

camwhore yaww bitch.:)

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bye bye

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transformers 2

watched this today too kill time yaww:D

funny

i know,the picture aint nice,but this is one of our picture tht we drew when we were almost drunk && they were stress up,lol! memories baby:)

anthr day yet to put on a smile back on my face

dress,eyeliner,turqoise nail polish and a wallet,

my wedges [aint food] tht mummy bought for me as an early b-day gift.

yeap,shoez obsession,bought my wedges thr.

i explain further on my tumblr.so check tht out.

tumblr site

a bunch of them started tumblr since ages ago.or maybe now only i knw about it?

u call it OLD-dated or wtvr,but i find it awesome+cool,and i might spend more time there too,but hey,i wont neglect my blog though,no intentions wt-so-evr.

 so here's my link to my tumblr thingy:

http://cherylkinnieslautner.tumblr.com/

and just watched cyril on AXN,he's in KL baby :):):) awesome.

c ya round.and phew,worries ovr,dinner with th family was nice,great food and i met one of my senior,frnkily,i dont expect him to recognise,but he did.haha:P:P:P